owh, i know O:

I know that I should probably just let go, 
because I know that it won't work out and my friends tell me that.

So I try to convince myself that its better off that way without him..
But then I will think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt and the way we talk heart to heart, there are too much memories between it. deep till I can't forget it.

I can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him. But the way, that is only just I think and I know he will never know and just continue his journey without me :)

I know our distant are so far and far, even how i try hard also useless, i know this is the time difference between you and me :) 

Just let me keep you in my heart. Shh.. this is a secret of secret シ